not good

it's just not good right now. in a lot of different ways

:(

i don't know

i don't know what i need right now...

some questions running through my mind right now-

"why am i doing this?"
"what do i need to do now?"
"is this working out thing going to work?"
"why can't i motivate myself like i used to?"


ugh

and then...

I start full time next week :D I'm really stressed with work though. Not fun at all... too many voicemails and not enough time in a day to call everyone back as well as take care of all the referrals. But at least we have the new referral coordinator for trauma training now... soon and I can't wait.

Kris found a house!! They're moving in end of the month. It'll be him and 3 others in the u-district.

Tomorrow is the snowboard convention hehe. Time to get my stuff!

I'm going to start writing again, especially since I stopped going to my writer's workshop. I just can't promise to give 100% to them and I don't think it's fair. I promised I'd work on something else to show them, though.

Starting to play Modern Warfare 2. And now I want an xbox...

<3

I'm happy with where I am right now :D

- new job
- great family and friends
- amazing boyfriend
- working on new hobbies and old friends


Almost time for the holidays!!