i don't know

i don't know what i need right now...

some questions running through my mind right now-

"why am i doing this?"
"what do i need to do now?"
"is this working out thing going to work?"
"why can't i motivate myself like i used to?"


ugh

and then...

I start full time next week :D I'm really stressed with work though. Not fun at all... too many voicemails and not enough time in a day to call everyone back as well as take care of all the referrals. But at least we have the new referral coordinator for trauma training now... soon and I can't wait.

Kris found a house!! They're moving in end of the month. It'll be him and 3 others in the u-district.

Tomorrow is the snowboard convention hehe. Time to get my stuff!

I'm going to start writing again, especially since I stopped going to my writer's workshop. I just can't promise to give 100% to them and I don't think it's fair. I promised I'd work on something else to show them, though.

Starting to play Modern Warfare 2. And now I want an xbox...

<3

I'm happy with where I am right now :D

- new job
- great family and friends
- amazing boyfriend
- working on new hobbies and old friends


Almost time for the holidays!!

better

better week this week, for sure.

things are falling into place and everyone's calming down. celine moved into SU and she's perfectly happy, and very excited. but she's not in the least bothered that i've been there like every single day- haha she keeps asking for me to come visit after work. today she's sick though, along with my brother at my parent's house. i'm done with my sickness, just a slight cough and headache. going to get my flu shot today- hopefully that only makes me a little tired. i feel bad for celine though cause it's her first day of classes and she can't even go. she was pretty upset about it.

life is moving right along- kris and i understand each other more now. we've figured out a way better way to communicate and support each other without attacking each other with words. haha. just helping him keep focused while he gets settled in seattle.

i miss people and i've been thinking alot. taking it one day at a time and not thinking so much about the damn future. haha. there's only so much you can plan for...

siiiicccck

i'm sick >.<

got a nerf gun :D

going to visit seastar at college ^_^

worried about my job and life, for that matter :/

dead and gone

3 years, 1 month, 8 days

you've changed, i've changed

this isn't going to work right now and we both know it

it's a weird feeling when it's mutual

thanks for everything, good luck with everything, and i hope we can re-connect someday


2 delta.08/07/06

life

this is hard. bleh